Is not exactly trying to pity myself..
But i guess i'm trying to figure the correct solutions out..
if it is so hard to bite an apple, then go bite a pear..

my legs want to run
my legs want to kick soccer
my legs want to be soiled with the muddy field

i dont know
but i was thinking of joining the sports club if they accept me.
but interact, i'll help still.

this is solution number 1